- I hate queen size bed!
- I hate year 2010!
- I hate when i feel depressed i'm unable to go out!
- I hate not being my own self!
- I hate myself giving f attitude!
- I hate having those feelings!
- I hate being tied!
- I hate being wht im now!
YES! AND I HATE MY LIFE! JUS FUCK IT!

-I love single bed
-I love year 2009
-I love drinking with everybody
-I love going out as and when i like
-I love getting high frm drinking
-I love freedom
-I love the past me
YES! AND I START TO LOVE EVERYTHING IN E PAST WHICH I NVR TRIED TO LOVE BEFORE!

I used to dislike staying home in the past till now i realise how much i wanted to move back.. Cause that's the only place whr i can be myself and that's the only place i feel loved..
I used to have a fun and stable life.. I used to enjoy my life to the fullest..

Everythings over.. Huiwen no longer alone now! She've a little one to look after.. After giving birth i realise i've really grown up and becomin more responsible..

I hope i'm rich so i dont have to rely on anybody now,but too bad i'm not.. And that's the reason why i wanna be independent, i want to earn lots of money for his future.. I'm learning to be independent and i guess i really need lots of support and i'm very sure one day, huiwen gonna be a successful career woman n a good mummy (:

Idk if things are gg well for the both of us as well as e marriage, but one thing i know for sure is "before and after marriage" the difference is really there.. We're no longer what we used to be, everything changed.. And its really never easy to mantain.. Idk how long our marriage can last, idk how long our feelings can stay.. Somehow or rather, i hope it last..